Due to the heartbreak of folks online assuming the worst (until you admit to it only to end the abuse), I've pulled this site.
I spent a good amount of time and emotions creating it for somebody I thought I had a future with...I've since gone back to strictly business only on the internet.
We oldtime internet hackers never had time for the games...
The title stands as a sarcastic footnote...life SHOULD be great...paranoia sets in and ruins a bad thing every time.
Sucks being one of the 5 honest folks still left on the internet being attacked by puter newbies that assume everybody has the time and desire to waste what little time life gives us on palying games that ruin any chance at happiness.
Sucks even worse to have to lash out and yell at somebody yo ulove so they hate you for life...jsut so the abuse stops.
Why do people have to be so damned trivial and untrusting? Because they themsleves are untrustworthy? Or because their bad judgement in the past makes them assume everybody is a bad choice to be watched for indiscretions until you have to create them out of thin air?
I'm only playing PBEM games now for entertainment...anybody want to accuse me of cybering with an emai about an imaginary character in a geek game?
Or blame me when the Pope dies? Starting the civil war? Shooting Kennedy?
My old friends keep telling me to sto trying to give folks online the benefit of the doubt; that the jerry springer mentality in them (orthose around them) makes them assume the worst in others or jsut use you anyway.
I finally have become cynical enough to agree. America sucks, get me back to Holland, Jogi.